Bible Study Notes: #5 Deuteronomy chapter 32,27,28

Moses’s Song to The Bride of Christ and her nation USA : “IN ROCK WE TRUST”

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This Song in Deuteronomy 32 is an END AGE prophecy to Jacob and her nation USA.Jacob was me, the Bride of Christ. My nation is USA, where my Temple of God located.The reason for me to take this chapter out is to speak about myself, my faults and its following fruits, my past 12 years life. I want to talk about my cultivation experiences, as a warning to whoever read my writings, for you all should learn from other’s error as your own error and never repeat it again. Especially for USA, my life is the same as yours, because you are my nation.Jacob was me, one of my previous life. If I walk in good, Jacob is Israel. If I walk in bad, Jacob is Jeshurun.Unfortunately, I did not past this prophesied test planned in history, even though I had many chance to improve myself and walk in a better way in this life. Cultivation life is even more crucial, you have to be even more vigilant on everything, every person you met. Remember always to Praise God and the King everyday !!申32:1诸天哪，侧耳！我要说话；愿地也听我口中的言语。Give ear, O ye heavens, and I will speak; and hear, O earth, the words of my mouth.申32:2我的教训要淋漓如雨，我的言语要滴落如露，如细雨降在嫩草上，如甘霖降在菜蔬中。My doctrine shall drop as the rain, my speech shall distil as the dew, as the small rain upon the tender herb, and as the showers upon the grass:申32:3我要宣告耶和华的名；你们要将大德归与我们的　神。Because I will publish the name of the LORD: ascribe ye greatness unto our God.申32:4他是磐石，他的作为完全，他所行的无不公平，是诚实无伪的　神，又公义，又正直。He is the Rock, his work is perfect: for all his ways are judgment: a God of truth and without iniquity, just and right is he.Praise God our Savior !! Hallelu—YAH!! God is my ROCK! 申32:5这乖僻弯曲的世代，向他行事邪僻，有这弊病，就不是他的儿女。They have corrupted themselves, their spot is not the spot of his children: they are a perverse and crooked generation.This generation of wickedness, perverse and crooked is the LAST generation at End Age. Chinese people are unbelievable wicked and ignorant. His brother USA is very similar in many fields. 申32:6愚昧无知的民哪，你们这样报答耶和华吗？他岂不是你的父，将你买来的吗？他是制造你、建立你的。Do ye thus requite the LORD, O foolish people and unwise? is not he thy father that hath bought thee? hath he not made thee, and established thee?The ignorance let people forget who made themselves. People rather believe they came from ancient monkeys, but not trust there are higher level livings watching them every moment. This is the society where I grew up in China. Especially, my human father is totally an atheist. His speeches always kill my nature Heavenly spirit, which always lead me away from Heaven. His education and believes really made me sinned greatly. However, it was not all his fault. I should be the one to educate him back with my nature moral standard, and should not be afraid to correct him.申32:7你当追想上古之日，思念历代之年。问你的父亲，他必指示你；问你的长者，他必告诉你。Remember the days of old, consider the years of many generations: ask thy father, and he will shew thee; thy elders, and they will tell thee.Only God is the real Father for all humanities. For any question you have, please ask God directly to give you the answer. For any pain, any trouble, any disease, any attacks you are suffering, please beg for God’s mercy on you. Please be Humble to God, for he is the Almighty with great love and great majesty at the same time. And remember always FEAR God, to respect him. I am a person have not ideas on how God should be, totally no concept on God the Creator. Because I am a Gentile, with no any traditional educations. Even worse, I learnt full of communist theories and understanding from I was a kid. Until this year, after I met my Heavenly husband Brendan, after he told me that The Creator is not Master Li, but God in the western traditions, I then started to know God. From this May, when I started to read Moses’bible, I then started to build the image of God in my heart. 申32:8至高者将地业赐给列邦，将世人分开，就照以色列人的数目，立定万民的疆界。When the Most High divided to the nations their inheritance, when he separated the sons of Adam, he set the bounds of the people according to the number of the children of Israel.At the End Age, God separated his nations everywhere on this Earth. His inheritance will not be just in the western world, but the whole Earth, the unity of both Eastern and Western world as 1.申32:9耶和华的分，本是他的百姓；他的产业，本是雅各。For the LORD's portion is his people; Jacob is the lot of his inheritance.On the Earth, there is one important thing out of all things, which is Souls. People themselves. Only humanities are what God precious the most. There is no other things can compare with people. Hence, All humanities are the inheritance of God. The land for these inheritance is Jacob, myself.Myself is the lot, the EARTH. In traditional Chinese culture, it is 坤 kun, the mother land. Kun is the female in gender. My personal nation is USA, but in a broader vision, all nations on this planet are mine. Even though, other nations belong to other Dafa practitioners, myself can also make the influence on them, because I am the Earth, and their Kings and Lords are children of Jacob. 申32:10耶和华遇见他在旷野、荒凉野兽吼叫之地，就环绕他、看顾他、保护他，如同保护眼中的瞳人，He found him in a desert land, and in the waste howling wilderness; he led him about, he instructed him, he kept him as the apple of his eye.When I was young, I had a feeling all the time, that I was protected by someone that I can see. The protection is from the air, which is around me. I never confirmed on that, but that is a strong feeling. However, I never know it is God protecting me. This wilderness desert land is China, the Gentiles nation, very dangerouse place, and people are so ignorant.申32:11又如鹰搅动巢窝，在雏鹰以上两翅扇展，接取雏鹰，背在两翼之上。As an eagle stirreth up her nest, fluttereth over her young, spreadeth abroad her wings, taketh them, beareth them on her wings:Because human eyes can not see other dimensions, because I can not see how dangerous the place I was, never in my life I gave thanks to anyone while I received the protections. 申32:12这样，耶和华独自引导他，并无外邦　神与他同在。So the LORD alone did lead him, and there was no strange god with him.After I came to Canada, I picked up my cultivation life again, read Dafa literatures on minghui web, and started to clarifying truth to my classmates. At that time, I can feel my improvement, and the strong supporting of righteousness in my spirit. I knew I was taking care by my master. I was very happy about myself in the first year in Canada.申32:13耶和华使他乘驾地的高处，得吃田间的土产；又使他从磐石中咂蜜，从坚石中吸油；He made him ride on the high places of the earth, that he might eat the increase of the fields; and he made him to suck honey out of the rock, and oil out of the flinty rock;I can feel the lifting of my soul, the rapture of soul was in every day; Just after half year, I can feel the richness in my soul and my world behind me. Just as Moses says here, I ride on the shoulder of God, stay in the high place above the earth. My Xinxing level stayed a quiet high level, even though I can not see it by eyes.申32:14也吃牛的奶油、羊的奶、羊羔的脂油、巴珊所出的公绵羊和山羊，与上好的麦子，也喝葡萄汁酿的酒。Butter of kine, and milk of sheep, with fat of lambs, and rams of the breed of Bashan, and goats, with the fat of kidneys of wheat; and thou didst drink the pure blood of the grape.This is how God rewarded to me in my Heavenly world, also in my daily meal.申32:15但耶书仑渐渐肥胖、粗壮、光润，踢跳奔跑，便离弃造他的　神，轻看救他的磐石，But Jeshurun waxed fat, and kicked: thou art waxen fat, thou art grown thick, thou art covered with fatness; then he forsook God which made him, and lightly esteemed the Rock of his salvation.For the long time from the very beginning, I am a person with strong distractions on everything. This is the same reason why my study was very bad from elementary school. After I feel the support in heart, my lust from flesh started to grow at the same time. There are so many things I never knew, never met compared in China. I began to pay attention on worldly things, however, I did not know worldly things can damage my spirit and wisdom, because there are full of sins on everything in this world.After I went to Toronto group, I started to learn those bad habits and attitudes from Toronto Dafa practitioners. In 2004, many practitioners were still quiet new in cultivation as well. They still had lots of worldly attachments on top of their flesh, which can be seen easily.I did not know those were very bad things, because they should be removed through cultivation. Instead, I trusted others so blindly, and copied those attachment onto myself. One of the major reason is my cultivation life was still very weak at that time, just same as a beginnier, very weak in knowledge on Dafa. I didn’t even know how to examine everything I sew by matching Dafa standards, by using the 3 principles to weigh what I just sew was good or bad behaviors. Hence, I learnt many attachments on myself. Then, I found gradually, I quit my lifestyle in school, began to be more and more lazy, more and more fickleness in vanity, more and more far from Dafa standards. Till the beginning of 2005, I had full of hate in my heart on other coordinators who I never even met before, more and more sorrow in my spirit which killed the anointing from Holy Spirit. However, I never knew what was happening on me, why I had so much massy on myself. At that time, I did not even know I should begging for help from my master, and ask master what was wrong with me. I am also a person have no idea on‘step back’, I think I still do not know it very clearly till now. I knew most of my difficulty came from the Toronto group in those days, however, I felt so difficulty to say no, to reject, or to leave that group. This is called the attachment of emotions.Since my cultivation spirit fell, my study in school also fell down at the same time. I was hardly to pass the language test for university, but the text day I received strong supporting in my spirit, so at the end I past the text on the minimum requirement. Then, in spring 2005 I med Adam. I thought finally I found another person to do other things. This was a good reason to quit from the previous group. Then, I left that group, and started to work for Adam. This time I fell into another bigger trap that the enemy planned for me long long time ago. I started to listen and trusted in everything Adam told me, totally believe in him, eagered to learn knowledge from him instead of reading Dafa books…….This was the start of IDOLATRY, to follow man or follow Dafa. Then in later days, one day Adam talked to me: “ do not follow him(master), but follow me” . Then, suddenly I felt there was a cage covered on top of my head, I stared to be sealed within and can not step out. I had that bad feeling for many many years. This is the completed stage of Idolatry. Unfortunately, I never knew I should be more vigilant of it, and knew it was a trap from the kingdom of darkness. If I beg for the help of master li, he could help me right away. However, I never beg to my master in my life, and I do not even have a concept on begging for help from higher livings. Rather, I preferred to beg help from another person. This is called IGNORANT. Why people can commit Idolatry? Major reason is they have NO FAITH in God or master. Another reason is the wicked greed on stealing benefits from other’s knowledge rather than pay for their own time on building their own knowledge. Other reason is to endeavor getting wants in a wrong method. I had the same situation as Catholic believers. Many catholics do not read their own Holy Bible, rather they like to go to a church and listen to a priest’s speech. This is the laziness, a fellowship to human not God. When they learn from other persons’ doctrines, they begin the idolatry trip. Even they can not tell the error or mistake from this priest. The more they listen to a human priest, the more they will go to stray. Then, after they get used to it, they can not tell what is wrong on themselves. I am not saying you can not listen to a human priest’s speech. As long as this is a good priest only work for God, you will be a lucky one to learn knowledge rather than worship a human. Even master li asks dafa practitioners to read minghui articles frequently. What I am saying here is the heart of dependence or faith. You can not put your dependence on any human beings. Idolatry means “lightly esteemed the Rock”, who put human in a higher place, and put God lower than any human, within their heart and behavior. About from 2006, I started to get fatter and fatter. My weight began to increase by 5 pounds per year, and eat more and more and very frequently. 申32:16敬拜别　神，触动　神的愤恨，行可憎恶的事，惹了他的怒气。They provoked him to jealousy with strange gods, with abominations provoked they him to anger.Because I commited Idolatry, my nation USA started to worship Baal, Islam, any other demon gods as well. Americans began to forget their thanks to God.This is about year 2008 when Obama began his presidency. Some News caught pictures on Obama’s finger with tapes, and said it is the evidence about Obama worshipped Satanism cult. The leader is a very important role in all kinds of institute. If a president worship demons, then he can lead the whole nation drop to the bottom hole.申32:17所祭祀的鬼魔并非真　神，乃是素不认识的神，是近来新兴的，是你列祖所不畏惧的。They sacrificed unto devils, not to God; to gods whom they knew not, to new gods that came newly up, whom your fathers feared not.My nation USA must imported many gods from nowhere, with full of devils behind them, and that includes many celebrities in Hollywood and their movies. 申32:18你轻忽生你的磐石，忘记产你的　神。Of the Rock that begat thee thou art unmindful, and hast forgotten God that formed thee.‘Forget God’ means my own spirit from the Holy Spirit was killed by others’speeches . Why this can happen? Because their flesh is much stronger than their spirit and righteousness. When I accepted their speeches, I accepted the misleading onto my own knowledge from God. The KEY is the acceptance. If you always keep your vigilance on everything you hear, to think carefully rather than believe in it directly, there will be not market for demons to dwell within you. If people keep their fellowship to a priest, and start to worship this priest. It will be a very good excuse for demons to dwell within this priest’s heart, to replace his true righteousness on God. The key of acceptance is the greedy heart. If a person has no attitude on gaining any kind of benefit, he/she won’t fall into traps easily.The key of greedy as a cultivator is the lack of knowledge and faith on Dafa-the Law. If the attitude on cultivation is sincere, he/she will not hold and work on the greedy attitude any more.I always know my hidden heart, but I am very lack of the strength to get rid of it. This is my long-term weakness.申32:19耶和华看见他的儿女惹动他，就厌恶他们说：And when the LORD saw it, he abhorred them, because of the provoking of his sons, and of his daughters.The reason for God abhorred me is I worked hard on fighting with others. Master Li asked us in Fa conference do not confront others. I kept confronting other practitioners in 2005-2006. Then, God started to be angry on me. Then he left me along. “At the last West Coast Fa conference, didn't I talk about how a lot of Dafa practitioners aren't able to take criticism? They refuse to be criticized. As soon as others say something they explode, get upset, or start a confrontation with someone. They want to hear only pleasant things. So you just want to walk a smooth path, don't you? You want to ascend to the heavens with your big load of baggage? Isn't that in essence what you want to do? You have to let go of all bad, human thoughts and every type of attachment you have. Isn't not wanting to hear criticism an attachment? You want to hear only pleasant things, but how could that be? [Arrangements are made] exactly to have others say unpleasant things and see if you are moved. A god wouldn't pay any heed to what a human being said about him--you can't affect him. He wouldn't in the least try to figure out how what you do relates to him. He pays no attention at all, because you cannot affect him. Gods can control the human mind and lead humans to do certain things, not vice versa. How could human beings possibly affect gods? So if you wish to become a divine being, don't you yourself have to be that way? Don't you have to let go of those attachments? And don't you have to let go of those feelings of yours that can be stirred up by human beings?The same applies even when the trouble is caused by a fellow Dafa disciple. You might say, "This isn't trouble created by ordinary people, so it's hard to overcome." That's for certain. The Dafa disciples who are cultivating are not gods, but human beings too. And when it is human beings cultivating, all kinds of human attachments surface. So in this cultivation environment of Dafa disciples, it can only be said that beings are continually moving upward; the environment can't be made as pure as that of gods. But this environment is much better than that of ordinary people. That's the only way it can be, and it will become ever better. That is why in this environment of Dafa disciples, all kinds of human attachments have played out, and even very bad conduct has occurred. Haven't you seen all of this on the journey you have traveled? It's to be expected. ”(http://en.falundafa.org/eng/lectures/20060528L.html)Another reason I kept confronting others is my mind-set is different from other practitioners and Master li. Master Li said the self-cultivation is the 1st important thing. But for me, I had a blindness on my own faults, so I always kept the clarifying truth as the 1st important thing. When the Toronto group said what I was trying to do was wrong, I started to become very angry on them. And I really can not understand others’ opinions. The reason is my pride block myself away from communicating with other people.If you read Fa Conference speech in 2005, 2006, you can have a basic understanding on my past attachments. http://en.falundafa.org/eng/conference7.htmhttp://en.falundafa.org/eng/lectures/20060225L.html http://en.falundafa.org/eng/conference8.htmFor Americans, your reason is very simple, just Idolatry, worshipping other demon gods. 申32:20“我要向他们掩面，看他们的结局如何。他们本是极乖僻的族类，心中无诚实的儿女。And he said, I will hide my face from them, I will see what their end shall be: for they are a very froward generation, children in whom is no faith.“As God said to Moses (Deuteronomy 18:19)：And it shall come to pass, that whosoever will not hearken unto my words which he shall speak in my name, I will require it of him. “In about 2006, 2007, I can feel I left master and my original way of cultivation in my spirit. Many times, I can feel I am different from all other practitioners, and do not understand what they had understood. And kept question myself, “am I a practitioner ? “, that was a very strange feeling of insecurity. This is the reason why I kept receiving all kinds of attacks from 2007 which last for many years. Most of these attacks are mental attacks. This is the major reason that causes me left Toronto cultivation environment for over a year in 2010. I used to hate my master why he sent Adam to deceive me. However, I did not know that was my own choice, not by the choice of God. Also, the reason of attacks is from demons, while no protection from God. It was not God send these attacks to me. The reason is when I kept judging others, I opened the door for the Kingdom of Darkness to persecute me. By my own un-righteous behaviors, finally they got an excuse to judge me. This is truly what demons want from me. 申32:21他们以那不算为　神的触动我的愤恨；以虚无的神惹了我的怒气。我也要以那不成子民的触动他们的愤恨；以愚昧的国民惹了他们的怒气。They have moved me to jealousy with that which is not God; they have provoked me to anger with their vanities: and I will move them to jealousy with those which are not a people; I will provoke them to anger with a foolish nation.For USA, “those which are not a people” are demons, lowest level dirt in our universe, for example ISIS, they are the locust. Same demons as my mental attacks. “the foolish nation” is Muslim nation, because they believe in cult Islam. The foolish is they do not know who is God, Allah or God of Abraham. 申32:22因为在我怒中有火烧起，直烧到极深的阴间，把地和地的出产，尽都焚烧，山的根基也烧着了。For a fire is kindled in mine anger, and shall burn unto the lowest hell, and shall consume the earth with her increase, and set on fire the foundations of the mountains.Most of destructions are coming from the plan of the kingdom of darkness. However, God himself can also punish his unrighteous children, FIRE is one punishment. One big difference between destructions from the kingdom of darkness and God’s anger is that: God’s punishment is to warn his children to repent without large number of death, but the destruction from the enemy is a totally one time perish without the chance of repentance. Canada has a big fire in Alberta in 2016. USA has lot of mountain fires from many years ago. Fire is the anger of God. 申32:23我要将祸患堆在他们身上，把我的箭向他们射尽。I will heap mischiefs upon them; I will spend mine arrows upon them.Because Americans do not repent on their sins, and keep the same living lifestyles, God will keep sending out his punishment to those un-repented ones. 申32:24他们必因饥饿消瘦，被炎热苦毒吞灭。我要打发野兽用牙齿咬他们，并土中腹行的，用毒气害他们。They shall be burnt with hunger, and devoured with burning heat, and with bitter destruction: I will also send the teeth of beasts upon them, with the poison of serpents of the dust.In 2017, there will be Famine across this nation. Famine is one punishment from God too, because God stops giving out blessings to his people, then definitely these people have no food to eat. “The poison of serpents” is the RFID microchip with the Mark of the Beast 666 inside. There is a poison materials within it, can go into the blood and poison the DNA. Serpents is Satan.申32:25外头有刀剑，内室有惊恐，使人丧亡，使少男、童女、吃奶的、白发的，尽都灭绝。The sword without, and terror within, shall destroy both the young man and the virgin, the suckling also with the man of gray hairs.Outside of USA is the war with many nations. Inside USA is the civil war and chaos cross this nation. There will be multi-millions death in this year. This is the allowance on the enemy’s plan from God. 申32:26我说：我必将他们分散远方，使他们的名号从人间除灭。I said, I would scatter them into corners, I would make the remembrance of them to cease from among men:Just as myself now, have no strength to judge others any more, and really do not want to stay together with lots of people or practitioners. I prefer a very quiet place to live by myself. In future, USA will be a quiet nation too. This nation will not have any willing to matter other nations ‘matter.申32:27惟恐仇敌惹动我，只怕敌人错看说：‘是我们手的能力，并非耶和华所行的。’”Were it not that I feared the wrath of the enemy, lest their adversaries should behave themselves strangely, and lest they should say, Our hand is high, and the LORD hath not done all this.Unfortunately, there will be many people see these punishments as an ACCIDENT. Even the enemy believes that it is their own ability to punish so many people, as a stronger hand than their God. This is a very common belief within Muslim people. Many muslims believe Allah is even higher than God Almighty of Abraham. They have Pride too. And Pride will bring themselves punishment from God too. Actually, this huge calamity can never be down by human powers. All people can see, are all within the control of God Almighty. 申32:28因为以色列民毫无计谋，心中没有聪明。For they are a nation void of counsel, neither is there any understanding in them.The major shortcoming for me and Americans is Ignorant without knowledges. Ignorant plus disobedience can cause huge calamity bigger than one can ever imagine. And this ignorant and disobedience comes from UN-BELIEVE. And un-believe comes from PRIDE.Ignorance on understanding Master’s teachings, attitude on facing conflicts, difficulties, communications, without any traditional knowledge on cultivations……. 申32:29惟愿他们有智慧，能明白这事，肯思念他们的结局。O that they were wise, that they understood this, that they would consider their latter end!This is the reason why I am writing my past 12 years cultivation life to public. Because my experience is ahead of many others, you all can see my end as a mirror of your latter end. Wise comes from study of traditions, past generation experiences, including Bibles stories. 申32:30若不是他们的磐石卖了他们，若不是耶和华交出他们，一人焉能追赶他们千人，二人焉能使万人逃跑呢？How should one chase a thousand, and two put ten thousand to flight, except their Rock had sold them, and the LORD had shut them up?Because God left away from me, I can be easily attacked by demons. It is the same to USA.申32:31据我们的仇敌自己断定，他们的磐石不如我们的磐石。For their rock is not as our Rock, even our enemies themselves being judges.Even the enemy believes Rock-God is weaker than their own rock-gods.申32:32他们的葡萄树是所多玛的葡萄树，蛾摩拉田园所生的。他们的葡萄是毒葡萄，全挂都是苦的。For their vine is of the vine of Sodom, and of the fields of Gomorrah: their grapes are grapes of gall, their clusters are bitter:USA, especially California, is even worse than Sodom and Gomorah. Their productions are full of bitter fruits of Hell. For example, Hollywood movies with break morality values.申32:33他们的酒是大蛇的毒气，是虺蛇残害的恶毒。Their wine is the poison of dragons, and the cruel venom of asps.Dragons is also Satan, the Red Dragon.申32:34这不都是积蓄在我这里，封锁在我府库中吗？Is not this laid up in store with me, and sealed up among my treasures?申32:35他们失脚的时候，伸冤报应在我，因他们遭灾的日子近了，那要临在他们身上的，必速速来到。”To me belongeth vengeance, and recompence; their foot shall slide in due time: for the day of their calamity is at hand, and the things that shall come upon them make haste.The earthquake of California comes suddenly. And more and more destructions coming globally very quickly after the Rapture in October.申32:36耶和华见他百姓毫无能力，无论困住的、自由的都没有剩下，就必为他们伸冤，为他的仆人后悔。For the LORD shall judge his people, and repent himself for his servants, when he seeth that their power is gone, and there is none shut up, or left.When God see his own people become lost in mind without pride any more, he will give mercy to them. Human eyes can not see God or any higher livings, hence human being are very blinded on the knowledge of God, his protections. When people living in a good life, it is very hard for them to believe their glory life is from God. But when the disaster coming, they will remember to seek the protection from God. 申32:37他必说：“他们的　神，他们所投靠的磐石，And he shall say, Where are their gods, their rock in whom they trusted,Those lost souls must to find out God as their Rock of Salvation.申32:38就是向来吃他们祭牲的脂油，喝他们奠祭之酒的，在哪里呢？他可以兴起帮助你们，护卫你们！Which did eat the fat of their sacrifices, and drank the wine of their drink offerings? let them rise up and help you, and be your protection.They must recall the old days of worshipping God with their best food and receive protections from God.申32:39“你们如今要知道：我，惟有我是　神，在我以外并无别　神。我使人死，我使人活；我损伤，我也医治，并无人能从我手中救出来。See now that I, even I, am he, and there is no god with me: I kill, and I make alive; I wound, and I heal: neither is there any that can deliver out of my hand.They must claim God as their only savior, and know no other gods can deliver them from calamity.申32:40我向天举手说，我凭我的永生起誓：For I lift up my hand to heaven, and say, I live for ever.申32:41我若磨我闪亮的刀，手掌审判之权，就必报复我的敌人，报应恨我的人。If I whet my glittering sword, and mine hand take hold on judgment; I will render vengeance to mine enemies, and will reward them that hate me.God is just and righteousness, fairness in all judgement. God will never take unrighteous as righteous. Reward good in fair, punish bad in fair. There is no one can escape from God’s eye. 申32:42我要使我的箭饮血饮醉，就是被杀被掳之人的血。我的刀要吃肉，乃是仇敌中首领之头的肉。”I will make mine arrows drunk with blood, and my sword shall devour flesh; and that with the blood of the slain and of the captives, from the beginning of revenges upon the enemy.THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF THE END. The final stage of clearance on earth. 申32:43你们外邦人，当与主的百姓一同欢呼，因他要伸他仆人流血的冤，报应他的敌人，洁净他的地，救赎他的百姓。Rejoice, O ye nations, with his people: for he will avenge the blood of his servants, and will render vengeance to his adversaries, and will be merciful unto his land, and to his people.All other nations will rejoice with the salvation of God. All their blood will be payed off by God’s punishment on the enemy. The End of CCP as well.The Final Rejoice will happen before the End Day Nov 19th, 2017.This song is the same as Book of Joel, about Israel. 申32:44摩西和嫩的儿子约书亚，去将这歌的一切话说给百姓听。And Moses came and spake all the words of this song in the ears of the people, he, and Hoshea the son of Nun.申32:45摩西向以色列众人说完了这一切的话，And Moses made an end of speaking all these words to all Israel:申32:46又说：“我今日所警教你们的，你们都要放在心上，要吩咐你们的子孙谨守遵行这律法上的话。And he said unto them, Set your hearts unto all the words which I testify among you this day, which ye shall command your children to observe to do, all the words of this law.申32:47因为这不是虚空与你们无关的事，乃是你们的生命，在你们过约旦河要得为业的地上，必因这事日子得以长久。”For it is not a vain thing for you; because it is your life: and through this thing ye shall prolong your days in the land, whither ye go over Jordan to possess it.This Song is not just a song, but a prophecy word of the End Age. The very LAST 10 years. 申32:48当日，耶和华吩咐摩西说：And the LORD spake unto Moses that selfsame day, saying,申32:49“你上这亚巴琳山中的尼波山去，在摩押地与耶利哥相对，观看我所要赐给以色列人为业的迦南地。Get thee up into this mountain Abarim, unto mount Nebo, which is in the land of Moab, that is over against Jericho; and behold the land of Canaan, which I give unto the children of Israel for a possession:申32:50你必死在你所登的山上，归你列祖(原文作“本民”)去，像你哥哥亚伦死在何珥山上，归他的列祖一样。And die in the mount whither thou goest up, and be gathered unto thy people; as Aaron thy brother died in mount Hor, and was gathered unto his people:申32:51因为你们在寻的旷野，加低斯的米利巴水，在以色列人中没有尊我为圣，得罪了我。Because ye trespassed against me among the children of Israel at the waters of MeribahKadesh, in the wilderness of Zin; because ye sanctified me not in the midst of the children of Israel.申32:52我所赐给以色列人的地，你可以远远地观看，却不得进去。”Yet thou shalt see the land before thee; but thou shalt not go thither unto the land which I give the children of Israel.The End days of Moses representing the End Age of human history. For those who do not repent or keep obedience on God’s words, will not go into the New Heaven and Earth, will not be saved. Chapter 27 & 28 is about Moses’ commandments and God’s reward/punishment based on these commandments. Again, I am talking about myself here as an example, to let you all know my past 12 years life as a typical bad example. PLEASE LEARN FROM MY ERRORS & DO NOT REPEAT AGAIN ON THE SAME ERROR !!申27:1摩西和以色列的众长老吩咐百姓说：“你们要遵守我今日所吩咐的一切诫命。And Moses with the elders of Israel commanded the people, saying, Keep all the commandments which I command you this day.申27:2你们过约旦河，到了耶和华你　神所赐给你的地，当天要立起几块大石头，墁上石灰，And it shall be on the day when ye shall pass over Jordan unto the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee, that thou shalt set thee up great stones, and plaister them with plaister:申27:3把这律法的一切话写在石头上。你过了河，可以进入耶和华你　神所赐你流奶与蜜之地，正如耶和华你列祖之神所应许你的。And thou shalt write upon them all the words of this law, when thou art passed over, that thou mayest go in unto the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee, a land that floweth with milk and honey; as the LORD God of thy fathers hath promised thee.After Israel children past over the river, the first thing they must do is to write down all commandments on Stones immediately arriving on the promised land. God is the number 1 important role in their lives. 申27:4你们过了约旦河，就要在以巴路山上照我今日所吩咐的，将这些石头立起来，墁上石灰。Therefore it shall be when ye be gone over Jordan, that ye shall set up these stones, which I command you this day, in mount Ebal, and thou shalt plaister them with plaister.申27:5在那里要为耶和华你的　神筑一座石坛，在石头上不可动铁器，And there shalt thou build an altar unto the LORD thy God, an altar of stones: thou shalt not lift up any iron tool upon them.申27:6要用没有凿过的石头筑耶和华你　神的坛。在坛上要将燔祭献给耶和华你的　神；Thou shalt build the altar of the LORD thy God of whole stones: and thou shalt offer burnt offerings thereon unto the LORD thy God:Stones representing God-Rock, who is the Most High, will never change. Words on the Stones representing the Law of God, will stand forever, without change. Hence, Israel children can not use iron to break the stones. As well, they must use the whole stones, never be used by other human, means there is no other gods words or works stay with God Almighty together. No mixing allowed. God is unique, the only. There is another explanation: different Buddha has different ‘Cultivation Way’. In western history, there is only one God, the most high God, all the rest are demon gods. But in eastern history, people did not know the most high God. There is no such a concept as the only-most-high-God. Rather, there are many Buddha and Tao live at the same time, all are righteous higher livings in Heaven. Hence, there is a concept only in the eastern world called ‘cultivation way’in Buddhism, that different Buddha or Tao has their own cultivation way to Heaven. All ways are righteous, but all are different from each other, just like every person’s face is unique. If this happens in the eastern world, people should use a whole stone for writing down Buddha law too. Because humans can not mix up knowledges from different cultivation ways.申27:7又要献平安祭，且在那里吃；在耶和华你的　神面前欢乐。And thou shalt offer peace offerings, and shalt eat there, and rejoice before the LORD thy God.Peace offerings is for receiving for peace protections from God. They should thank God with all happiness. 申27:8你要将这律法的一切话，明明地写在石头上。”And thou shalt write upon the stones all the words of this law very plainly.God and his lay stay together forever. Stones with words stay together forever. 申27:9摩西和祭司利未人晓谕以色列众人说：“以色列啊，要默默静听。你今日成为耶和华你　神的百姓了，And Moses and the priests the Levites spake unto all Israel, saying, Take heed, and hearken, O Israel; this day thou art become the people of the LORD thy God.When Israel children arrived in the promised land, they became the real people of God. 申27:10所以要听从耶和华你　神的话，遵行他的诫命、律例，就是我今日所吩咐你的。”Thou shalt therefore obey the voice of the LORD thy God, and do his commandments and his statutes, which I command thee this day.Even, angles in Heaven must follow their own commandments, statues that requested in Heaven. 申27:11当日，摩西嘱咐百姓说：And Moses charged the people the same day, saying,申27:12“你们过了约旦河，西缅、利未、犹大、以萨迦、约瑟、便雅悯六个支派的人，都要站在基利心山上为百姓祝福。These shall stand upon mount Gerizim to bless the people, when ye are come over Jordan; Simeon, and Levi, and Judah, and Issachar, and Joseph, and Benjamin:申27:13流便、迦得、亚设、西布伦、但、拿弗他利六个支派的人，都要站在以巴路山上宣布咒诅。And these shall stand upon mount Ebal to curse; Reuben, Gad, and Asher, and Zebulun, Dan, and Naphtali.申27:14利未人要向以色列众人高声说：And the Levites shall speak, and say unto all the men of Israel with a loud voice,All the cursed ones are as follows. 申27:15‘有人制造耶和华所憎恶的偶像，或雕刻，或铸造，就是工匠手所做的，在暗中设立，那人必受咒诅！’百姓都要答应说：‘阿们！’Cursed be the man that maketh any graven or molten image, an abomination unto the LORD, the work of the hands of the craftsman, and putteth it in a secret place. And all the people shall answer and say, Amen.# 1. IdolatryI commited idolatry to Adam. Follow Adam as my master not Master Li. 申27:16‘轻慢父母的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that setteth light by his father or his mother. And all the people shall say, Amen.#2. Filial Piety notI always hate my parents deeply in hearts for years and years. When my human father did very bad thing on me, I did not correct him, and let him sinnes, while I sinned as well.申27:17‘挪移邻舍地界的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that removeth his neighbour's landmark. And all the people shall say, Amen.#3. GreedThe reason why I did not correct my human father is I was afraid of losing. Then I accepted to get anything that was not mine, and sinned greatly. The same greed when I met Adam. I thought he was a good one to marry, then I worked hard for him. However, if this person is not mine in fate, no matter how hardly I worked, I still can not own him. This was my greed in strong wants. 申27:18‘使瞎子走差路的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that maketh the blind to wander out of the way. And all the people shall say, Amen.#4. Persecute others on their weakness12 years ago, I judged and fought with other practitioners, because at that time I was still strong. I spoke lies by the wrong judgement under my pride, which lead away the flock. 申27:19‘向寄居的和孤儿寡妇屈枉正直的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that perverteth the judgment of the stranger, fatherless, and widow. And all the people shall say, Amen.#5. Wrong judgement and speak false statementsI judged the leader with false statement which caused the division of the flock.申27:20‘与继母行淫的，必受咒诅！因为掀开他父亲的衣襟。’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that lieth with his father's wife; because he uncovereth his father's skirt. And all the people shall say, Amen.申27:21‘与兽淫合的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that lieth with any manner of beast. And all the people shall say, Amen.申27:22‘与异母同父或异父同母的姐妹行淫的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that lieth with his sister, the daughter of his father, or the daughter of his mother. And all the people shall say, Amen.申27:23‘与岳母行淫的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that lieth with his mother in law. And all the people shall say, Amen.#6. Fornication or Adultery Even though I did not lie down with anyone, but I commited spiritual adultery with pop music celebrities for many years. The Lord spoke on my sins in 2014 in one Sister Clare’s letter. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsMtNrWGeTM&feature=youtu.be申27:24‘暗中杀人的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that smiteth his neighbour secretly. And all the people shall say, Amen.#7. Secret MurderIn Nov 2010, there was a big event happened between North and South Korea, called’Bombardment of Yeonpyeong’, that North Korean fired artillery shells to South Korea. After this event, I wrote down words on my previous Facebook account called”AnncaJo”, that USA military should fight with North Korea. I spoke so, because I had a guess that the Obama government was watching my account, but I had no confirmation on that. After that evil speech, I was attacked in my spirit by American Dafa practitioners. I never knew they were also watching my words on facebook. Then, I decided to speak no words on this event any more. Hence, I did not correct myself. My sin came from I did not correct my speech. Now it is the time for North Korea charges back to my own nation USA. However, if USA is attacked by any nuclear weapon by any nation, it is not others’ faults, it is always my own fault and my nation’s own sin.申27:25‘受贿赂害死无辜之人的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that taketh reward to slay an innocent person. And all the people shall say, Amen.#8. Murder on BenefitThis one sounds to be the only one I did not commit before. Balaam is the example of this sin.申27:26‘不坚守遵行这律法言语的，必受咒诅！’百姓都要说：‘阿们！’Cursed be he that confirmeth not all the words of this law to do them. And all the people shall say, Amen.This is the reason why I built up so many ignorant sins. For every time I committed sins, I always had a good intention in my heart. But my blindness is that I can not see my value itself was built upon the evil family education from my human father. Those things I believe in righteous are actually injustice. Even for many times, I want to be good to other practitioners, I always use an evil way to them, such as yelling to others, while myself can not see my own incorrect behaviors. Chapter 28 is about the 2 opposite results based on these commandments. For the obedience ones, they will receive great COMPASSION from God; For the disobedience ones, they will receive great PUNISHMENT from God. This is call ‘Compassion and Majesty being together’ within God. God has both love and punishment within him. He gives love to sheep, and gives punishment to goat. Because God is Great, his reward to his people is also Great. You either receive the Great positive one or the Great negative one. There are 2 minimal substances coming from the Most High level in our universe called “乾与坤Qian & Kun”. These 2 substances born all things in different levels in universe. On the lowest level, which is Earth, these 2 substances grow in an opposed relationship, “阳与阴 Yang & Yin”. The nature of “Yang and Yin” exists in all things, all materials, such as Good and Evil. Because humanity has this Good and Evil nature, both existing within a single person, God showed us the result from both nature parts. Good will receive love and Evil will receive punishment. Good brings in virtue, and Evil brings in sin. Hence, the purpose of cultivation is to stay in Good part all the time, and get rid of all Evil part. http://en.falundafa.org/eng/jjyz47.htmMaster Li wrote an article called “Buddha-Nature and Demon-Nature “ in 1996 about this universal identity. 申28:1你若留意听从耶和华你　神的话，谨守遵行他的一切诫命，就是我今日所吩咐你的，他必使你超乎天下万民之上。And it shall come to pass, if thou shalt hearken diligently unto the voice of the LORD thy God, to observe and to do all his commandments which I command thee this day, that the LORD thy God will set thee on high above all nations of the earth:The Great Compassion from God, promised to Israel children, is that the Israel children can stay on the high level in all nations of the earth. This means, Israel are the royalty and elites in every nation from the beginning of human history. This is a special group of people, who are the Holy People belong to God. These people are reincarnated to China at the End Age for learning the Mystery of Christ, Falun Dafa. The 1st generation Dafa practitioners are future Kings and Lords in the new universe. 申28:2你若听从耶和华你　神的话，这以下的福必追随你，临到你身上：And all these blessings shall come on thee, and overtake thee, if thou shalt hearken unto the voice of the LORD thy God.Blessed are the obedience. 申28:3你在城里必蒙福，在田间也必蒙福；Blessed shalt thou be in the city, and blessed shalt thou be in the field.申28:4你身所生的、地所产的，牲畜所下的，以及牛犊、羊羔都必蒙福；Blessed shall be the fruit of thy body, and the fruit of thy ground, and the fruit of thy cattle, the increase of thy kine, and the flocks of thy sheep.申28:5你的筐子和你的抟面盆都必蒙福。Blessed shall be thy basket and thy store.申28:6你出也蒙福，入也蒙福。Blessed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and blessed shalt thou be when thou goest out.申28:7仇敌起来攻击你，耶和华必使他们在你面前被你杀败，他们从一条路来攻击你，必从七条路逃跑。The LORD shall cause thine enemies that rise up against thee to be smitten before thy face: they shall come out against thee one way, and flee before thee seven ways.申28:8在你仓房里，并你手所办的一切事上，耶和华所命的福必临到你。耶和华你　神也要在所给你的地上赐福与你。The LORD shall command the blessing upon thee in thy storehouses, and in all that thou settest thine hand unto; and he shall bless thee in the land which the LORD thy God giveth thee.申28:9你若谨守耶和华你　神的诫命，遵行他的道，他必照着向你所起的誓，立你作为自己的圣民。The LORD shall establish thee an holy people unto himself, as he hath sworn unto thee, if thou shalt keep the commandments of the LORD thy God, and walk in his ways.‘Holy People‘is the chosen ones, the elected ones within God, within the Body of Christ.申28:10天下万民见你归在耶和华的名下，就要惧怕你。And all people of the earth shall see that thou art called by the name of the LORD; and they shall be afraid of thee.The promise from God is the Whole Earth without time limit, both western and eastern worlds, which is the same at the End Age. 申28:11你在耶和华向你列祖起誓应许赐你的地上，他必使你身所生的、牲畜所下的、地所产的，都绰绰有余。And the LORD shall make thee plenteous in goods, in the fruit of thy body, and in the fruit of thy cattle, and in the fruit of thy ground, in the land which the LORD sware unto thy fathers to give thee.申28:12耶和华必为你开天上的府库，按时降雨在你的地上。在你手里所办的一切事上赐福与你。你必借给许多国民，却不至向他们借贷。The LORD shall open unto thee his good treasure, the heaven to give the rain unto thy land in his season, and to bless all the work of thine hand: and thou shalt lend unto many nations, and thou shalt not borrow.Here is an importance knowledge that, Rain is good, is the blessing from Heaven. Rain can also be one type of Baptist from God. 申28:13你若听从耶和华你　神的诫命，就是我今日所吩咐你的，谨守遵行，不偏左右，也不随从侍奉别　神，And the LORD shall make thee the head, and not the tail; and thou shalt be above only, and thou shalt not be beneath; if that thou hearken unto the commandments of the LORD thy God, which I command thee this day, to observe and to do them:申28:14耶和华就必使你作首不作尾，但居上不居下。And thou shalt not go aside from any of the words which I command thee this day, to the right hand, or to the left, to go after other gods to serve them.By keeping obedience to all commandments, Israel children will stay above and head in high levels of all, be the leaders. 申28:15你若不听从耶和华你　神的话，不谨守遵行他的一切诫命律例，就是我今日所吩咐你的，这以下的咒诅都必追随你，临到你身上：But it shall come to pass, if thou wilt not hearken unto the voice of the LORD thy God, to observe to do all his commandments and his statutes which I command thee this day; that all these curses shall come upon thee, and overtake thee:If Israel children do not keep these commandments, they will be cursed by God directly. Here I write down everything that applied to me from the last 12 years. The reason is very simple: to let you all know what I had experienced, what kind of curses I suffered. Through prophesying the pains, you can see your future end from me, if you do not keep any commandments as Moses says here. Myself is the MIRROR for you all to remember being in Humble forever. Also, there is no Guarantee that you will be saved by repeating the same error!!! Because I am a special soul as God Yahweh designed me to match the Lord only, and created me through Holy Spirit, with his love and hope. I was made with special purpose. Hence, I am the chosen one to work as the Bride even before the Creation of Heaven and Earth. Again!! Please Learn from My Sadness Life, but never Repeat the Same Again!!!申28:16你在城里必受咒诅，在田间也必受咒诅；Cursed shalt thou be in the city, and cursed shalt thou be in the field.申28:17你的筐子和你的抟面盆都必受咒诅；Cursed shall be thy basket and thy store.申28:18你身所生的、地所产的，以及牛犊、羊羔都必受咒诅。Cursed shall be the fruit of thy body, and the fruit of thy land, the increase of thy kine, and the flocks of thy sheep.申28:19你出也受咒诅，入也受咒诅。Cursed shalt thou be when thou comest in, and cursed shalt thou be when thou goest out.申28:20耶和华因你行恶离弃他，必在你手里所办的一切事上，使咒诅、扰乱、责罚临到你，直到你被毁灭，速速地灭亡。The LORD shall send upon thee cursing, vexation, and rebuke, in all that thou settest thine hand unto for to do, until thou be destroyed, and until thou perish quickly; because of the wickedness of thy doings, whereby thou hast forsaken me.From about 2007, I became a very busy soul, always searching for different project to do. I tried lots of things, and worked in half all the time. Then, in the following years, I decided to change my project again and again. I was an upset soul living within a super active flesh body. I always jumped from one to another as a busy bee, to look for the best one that just me. However, I did find any, then stopped in middle all the time. After all, all were failed. I am not saying that Father God was cursing me, but more confrontations were made within my spirit by myself. 申28:21耶和华必使瘟疫贴在你身上，直到他将你从所进去得为业的地上灭绝。The LORD shall make the pestilence cleave unto thee, until he have consumed thee from off the land, whither thou goest to possess it.As a cultivator, ‘off the land’ means fall, lost the Heavenly kingdom. However, as long as the cultivation life not stop yet, there is always chances in front of you. Everyday is a new chance. So, never stop in the middle, but always commit works as Master Li requested.申28:22耶和华要用痨病、热病、火症、疟疾、刀剑、旱风(或作“干旱”)、霉烂攻击你，这都要追赶你，直到你灭亡。The LORD shall smite thee with a consumption, and with a fever, and with an inflammation, and with an extreme burning, and with the sword, and with blasting, and with mildew; and they shall pursue thee until thou perish.At the End Age, ‘Perish’ is the most serious topic for every soul on earth, it means the the End of Life, be destroyed totally in the lake of fire. For Dafa practitioner, as long as turning back into cultivation life, Master always accepts fallen students, and always gives encouragement.申28:23你头上的天要变为铜，脚下的地要变为铁。And thy heaven that is over thy head shall be brass, and the earth that is under thee shall be iron.申28:24耶和华要使那降在你地上的雨变为尘沙，从天临在你身上，直到你灭亡。The LORD shall make the rain of thy land powder and dust: from heaven shall it come down upon thee, until thou be destroyed.申28:25耶和华必使你败在仇敌面前，你从一条路去攻击他们，必从七条路逃跑。你必在天下万国中抛来抛去。The LORD shall cause thee to be smitten before thine enemies: thou shalt go out one way against them, and flee seven ways before them: and shalt be removed into all the kingdoms of the earth.When I felt I lost the protections, and jumped out of my cultivation life, the enemy can easily attack me, and it was always stronger than myself. Of course, no one wanted to accept me as a member anymore, and the same to myself. 申28:26你的尸首必给空中的飞鸟和地上的走兽作食物，并无人哄赶。And thy carcase shall be meat unto all fowls of the air, and unto the beasts of the earth, and no man shall fray them away.申28:27耶和华必用埃及人的疮并痔疮、牛皮癣与疥攻击你，使你不能医治。The LORD will smite thee with the botch of Egypt, and with the emerods, and with the scab, and with the itch, whereof thou canst not be healed.In year 2010, I started to grow lots of pimples on my face.申28:28耶和华必用癫狂、眼瞎、心惊攻击你。The LORD shall smite thee with madness, and blindness, and astonishment of heart:This was quite true to me. Most Toronto practitioners believe I am so madness. In year 2010, I’ve heard that even Canadian government members discussd me as a crazy person. It is true that after a long time confronting with others, my heart become very weak and sensitive. 申28:29你必在午间摸索，好像瞎子在暗中摸索一样。你所行的必不亨通，时常遭遇欺压、抢夺，无人搭救。And thou shalt grope at noonday, as the blind gropeth in darkness, and thou shalt not prosper in thy ways: and thou shalt be only oppressed and spoiled evermore, and no man shall save thee.This is me, even until the beginning of this year, I am a lost soul for over 10 years, do not know where to go, what to do, what is the plan designed for me. Even for my university study, I just can not find the right program to study. I was searching, searching for many years, but still can not find the right one planned to me.I received full of mental attacks all the time since my heart got broken in 2007, because I lost the battle within practitioners, and became so weak in heart. Also, American dafa practitioners began to charge me back from every sin I made. At that time, there were lots of people discussing with hatred words. It was the first time that I found I was so weak as a little baby, and there were so many people stronger than me. The pressure from all others was so messy than I could handle. But I never asking for help in heart from my master, I do not have that ability within me, because I never know such a thing called “call for master for deliverance”. I trust in human work more than master’s work.Fortunately, if today I meet the same situation, I will definitely call Father God for deliverance. One good thing from my heart-breaking is that my pride got in smashed at the same time. At least, I can not stand strong in fighting and judging others any more. 申28:30你聘定了妻，别人必与她同房；你建造房屋，不得住在其内；你栽种葡萄园，也不得用其中的果子。Thou shalt betroth a wife, and another man shall lie with her: thou shalt build an house, and thou shalt not dwell therein: thou shalt plant a vineyard, and shalt not gather the grapes thereof.At the very beginning years, I always have lots of ideas on many things, even though I never examine them in reality. There are many dafa practitioners having supernature abilities with them. They can know my thoughts from their own abilities. Even though many disagree with me, but for many years, they learnt from me, and spoke out my ideas for their own works. They believed my wisdom is the fruits from our master, not my own, which is free to use for themselves in a different type of stealing. However, in later years, I worked in an evil way that I thinked a wicked idea in mind, let them do the same wicked thing, and they really followed with me on that. I used to feel so confused on that, but at least now I know the reason: everything is in plan. 申28:31你的牛在你眼前宰了，你必不得吃它的肉；你的驴在你眼前被抢夺，不得归还；你的羊归了仇敌，无人搭救。Thine ox shall be slain before thine eyes, and thou shalt not eat thereof: thine ass shall be violently taken away from before thy face, and shall not be restored to thee: thy sheep shall be given unto thine enemies, and thou shalt have none to rescue them.After my falling in spring 2010, I gave out my virtue to pop music celebrities as worldly benefits. They received lots of new fans internationally. At the same time, myself became so poor in wealth in the same year. I was very hard for me to find a job as a cashier. Hence, I worked as a volunteer makeup artist for over one full year to cumulate my working experience. Of course, no one can help me. Now as I talked about my past years, it sounds like so sad. But at that moment, there was not that much sadness in me, I still can afford it. A good thing in year 2010 is that I stayed in home without any contacts with other practitioners and my soul started to stay in calm gradually. In 2010, many Toronto practitioners worked on a film production. I ‘ve heard that and talk to one of the members that I had a big box of makeup products and can donate to them for free. My kit was about $4000 when I bought. That practitioner was very happy and accepted my offering. One day she came to my home with another practitioner. The other saw my free charity and suggested that I can work with them together for the film production. Then, right away, this female practitioner said she can not work with us together. She just denied in front of me immediaty while holding my makeup kit in hands. At that moment, it hurt me so tingly deep in heart. But now when I talked about it, it is very funny.The same to my profile picture. I designed and cut that blue dress in 2012, because I used to apply for the fashion design program in Ryeson U. However, the summer 2013 so surprised me, when I walked on street in everyday life, I saw so many women dress the same kind of design as I did half year ago. At that time, I felt I was copied by so many people took my work for their own use, without gave me any credit. I was very angry in that year. Then, I decided never post any intelligent works publicly for others copying me any more. This is the reason why I always felt the failure. Because I was very greedy at the beginning, and stole so many things that was not mine. Then, in later years I must pay for it back. It is a way to reduce the sin and karma, as well my greedy attachments and attitudes. My attachments are the strongest ones in all, and my eyes are always block my own real situation. Hence, only the Rock can abrade off the hardest shell which covers my young age sad memories. This is the reason why I have to be broke in pieces and for the Lord to rebuild me again.申28:32你的儿女必归与别国的民，你的眼目终日切望，甚至失明，你手中无力拯救。Thy sons and thy daughters shall be given unto another people, and thine eyes shall look, and fail with longing for them all the day long: and there shall be no might in thine hand:I began to use facebook from year 2009, at the every beginning years, I found that I had so many ‘fans’watching my post everyday. But in later years, I changed my speaking attitude with more evilness, then all my ‘fans’ left me away, which I am very happy with that. 申28:33你的土产和你劳碌得来的，必被你所不认识的国民吃尽。你时常被欺负，受压制，The fruit of thy land, and all thy labours, shall a nation which thou knowest not eat up; and thou shalt be only oppressed and crushed alway:When I practitioner fell down to low levels, all the fruits in high levels will be lost, which means my own children left me away, and began to follow other practitioners. However, I have to say I am ok with that, because I hate a messy environment crowded by souls. For many many years, I am trying to stay in a quiet place with no one around me.申28:34甚至你因眼中所看见的，必致疯狂。So that thou shalt be mad for the sight of thine eyes which thou shalt see.I used to watch lots of Korean dramas, when I saw the evil mother-in-law cursing her son’s wife, I really enjoy and learnt from it, and did the same on dafa practitioners in surprise and let them feel the scary. I also watched many sexually porno films, and learnt from it on masturbation, which was great sins following me for many years. The Lord asked me to repent on it in this February and I did it. It is definite forbidden for cultivators. One of the worst thing that Heavenly livings can never accept is the sexual behavior related sins. For any cultivator used to have this kind of sins, or even in history, will be very difficult for them to pass those demonic attacks. And it is easy for them to fall into the same trap again and again. Hence, whoever has this kind of sins must stop and repent right away, which including any kind of sexual related behaviors, prostitution, fornication or adultery. And Keep the repentance sincerely for at least many months to build a strong memory.There are many faults and error in different cultivation levels, which will not cause big lost or harm to oneself. That is a very common phenomenon. However, there are also some commandments can never be broken or fail off, which are the Moses commandments in this chapter. Because these commandments are the bottom line, the basis. For anyone who fails on keep these commandments must renounce their faults and repent in public very sincerely, and repeat the repentance for a while of time for the true repentance and forgiveness from the Lord. And never repeat it again. There are many Christians knowing the definition of fornication, however, in real life, many young couples live together without the marriage license. This is sin already, and their sin is even bigger than those who are ignorant on the commandments. This is called knowing the law but work on disobedience. Hence, the sin will be much bigger. This is a major reason why the young generation live and work very difficultly. Because as long they marriage not, the sin will keep building day by day. Hence, whoever has the same situation must repent and sign the marriage agreement. Another big sin is from abortion, the sin is keeping building and building for years and years, can last maybe 50-80 years. As long as the aborted soul can not go back to heaven, the sin is keeping accumulating more and more. Only the true repentance to the Lord can give him a reason to save this lost soul and stop the sin. Hence, as a cultivator, the everyday practice is very important on keep the commandments and stop sinned. The real cultivation life is based on to do as the Lord asked to do, not based on how much knowledge you know already. Knowing the law without commitment means disobedience. As the Lord says in Matthew 7:24太7:24所以，凡听见我这话就去行的，好比一个聪明人，把房子盖在磐石上。Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock:太7:25雨淋，水冲，风吹，撞着那房子，房子总不倒塌，因为根基立在磐石上。And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.太7:26凡听见我这话不去行的，好比一个无知的人，把房子盖在沙土上。And every one that heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them not, shall be likened unto a foolish man, which built his house upon the sand:太7:27雨淋，水冲，风吹，撞着那房子，房子就倒塌了，并且倒塌得很大。”And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell: and great was the fall of it.Doing or committing on the Law can really build the house stedily on the Rock, because the cultivator passed many tests during the commitment and exercises. If without the commitment or obedience, this cultivator will fail on bigger tests or crush down to nothing, just as sand. Peter was a good example. Before Christ died on the cross, he saw many miracles and listened many sermons, but he exercised on it not. When the persecution coming, he denied the Lord for 3 times, because his cultivation is very weak, just as sand. Then, he suffered his own guilty and lots of laughing from others. After the resurrection, he built his faith on the Rock-Christ, then at the end, himself can pass the life test, to be as an apostle. So doing is like passing through fire again and again for the real gold. The same to myself. I started my cultivation from year 1997, but I read very few times on <zhuan falun> and did very few times on 5-exercise. Hence, my cultivation was very weak, then when the persecution came in front, I did not know what to do, what just happened. So I totally was sand. This is the reason why you need to really take care of your cultivation after your first time started, because you do not know what will happen to you tomorrow. Hence, do not waste any chance in front of you. Just to cherish every day and fill up yourself with valuable things continually. Master Li has a poem called “Solid Cultivation”<实修 > . It is the same Law as the Lord said 2000 years ago.For many and many years, I have no idea on the meaning of this poem, even though it is a very easy understanding poem. Now, I can finally translate it in my own words.Cultivation is about to read, learn the Law in the book <Zhuan Falun>. When you read it sincerely, into heart faithfully, God will show you more knowledge and meanings from behind the words. Those are the Law in different levels in Heaven. This is the stage on obtaining Fa in different levels. The true cultivation starts from comparing the Law with yourself, on every pit of your thoughts, behavior, intention, motivation, purpose, or even deeper purposes. When you find out your attachments, which is against the Law, you must decide in heart certainly to reject it. If you feel it is so difficult to get rid of it, you must beg Master, or the Lord to remove it away out of you. When you meet the test in everyday life on any of this attachment, you must tell yourself to obey to the Law as requested. When you can really commit the Law, it will be the solid cultivation. 申28:35耶和华必攻击你，使你膝上腿上，从脚掌到头顶，长毒疮无法医治。The LORD shall smite thee in the knees, and in the legs, with a sore botch that cannot be healed, from the sole of thy foot unto the top of thy head.申28:36耶和华必将你和你所立的王领到你和你列祖素不认识的国去，在那里你必事奉木头石头的　神。The LORD shall bring thee, and thy king which thou shalt set over thee, unto a nation which neither thou nor thy fathers have known; and there shalt thou serve other gods, wood and stone.In summer 2012, I visited South Korea for one month. One major reason is that I want to visit those pop music superstars in person. However, I did not have that chance, because Master Li blocked me away from it. This is called worship ‘celebrity idols’. Then, after my trip in Korea, I took the flight to Europe for another month trip. Then, I visited lots of catholic churches, museums and palaces. Each one has so many idols in wood or stone. Even though I never worshipped ‘other gods’, but I tool lots of pictures as a positive attitude. 申28:37你在耶和华领你到的各国中，要令人惊骇、笑谈、讥诮。And thou shalt become an astonishment, a proverb, and a byword, among all nations whither the LORD shall lead thee.I used to be very unacceptable within many practitioners. Keep in fighting on many projects, reading bywords articles by American practitioners wrote just for me. I used to feel very hard to understand it, but at least now I know it is God allowed this happen unto me. 申28:38你带到田间的种子虽多，收进来的却少，因为被蝗虫吃了。Thou shalt carry much seed out into the field, and shalt gather but little in; for the locust shall consume it.I used to work very hard on many things, including selling ShenYun tickets inside malls and on streets. But the result is very pitiful, there was no sales from me.申28:39你栽种修理葡萄园，却不得收葡萄，也不得喝葡萄酒，因为被虫子吃了。Thou shalt plant vineyards, and dress them, but shalt neither drink of the wine, nor gather the grapes; for the worms shall eat them.申28:40你全境有橄榄树，却不得其油抹身，因为树上的橄榄不熟自落了。Thou shalt have olive trees throughout all thy coasts, but thou shalt not anoint thyself with the oil; for thine olive shall cast his fruit.申28:41你生儿养女，却不算是你的，因为必被掳去。Thou shalt beget sons and daughters, but thou shalt not enjoy them; for they shall go into captivity.When I worked in a cosmetic retail in 2011, I can earn the basic wage plus the commission from cosmetic and perfume sales. However, for many times, my sales kept in the lower position than others. Because on my shift, there were lots of boxes of stock coming in, and I must refill all the shelves and had no time to check out my customers. Hence, my commission kept very low. 申28:42你所有的树木和你地里的出产必被蝗虫所吃。All thy trees and fruit of thy land shall the locust consume.申28:43在你中间寄居的，必渐渐上升，比你高而又高；你必渐渐下降，低而又低。The stranger that is within thee shall get up above thee very high; and thou shalt come down very low.When I was judging and fighting with the leaders in Toronto group, one of the reason for me to do it is that I used to be very strong, and stayed in a high cultivation level, because I can see lots of lower level attachments from many other practitioners. Then, I fell on my cultivation level by judging others, however, when I fell down, I was happy and willing to do so, because when I saw those attachments from others, I had so much sorrows in heart by which I can not stand on it. Hence, I was more willing to stay in low and watch all others on high as a giant all-well Buddha. Then, I can be more happy to work those good smart people. This became very true to me and those group leaders. However, I feel happy for them to stay in high, and myself to stay in lowest level. 申28:44他必借给你，你却不能借给他；他必作首，你必作尾。He shall lend to thee, and thou shalt not lend to him: he shall be the head, and thou shalt be the tail.In God’s eye, higher level is always better than lower level. However, for myself, I really do not care on my cultivation levels any more, especially in the last couple of years. And I really do not have that kind of eager to climb on high mountains any more. It is true that I want to stay on the top mountain, but the reason is I want to stay with my Father God, my Creator, rather based on my own cultivation quality.申28:45这一切咒诅必追随你，赶上你，直到你灭亡，因为你不听从耶和华你　神的话，不遵守他所吩咐的诫命律例。Moreover all these curses shall come upon thee, and shall pursue thee, and overtake thee, till thou be destroyed; because thou hearkenedst not unto the voice of the LORD thy God, to keep his commandments and his statutes which he commanded thee:Actually in the last 7 years, I became more and more disobedient on Master Li. Because I listened to many speeches in the group fa study from many leaders. They always :their own understandings based on Master Li’s private teachings on the Hill. All others are willing to hear their sharings, but for me, these leaders’speeches were quite evil. For myself, I can not accept such an evilness and dictator Master based on their hurtful attitudes which is killing my nature spirit of righteousness. Hence, after a while, I tried to focus on Dafa literatures, rather than thinking about how Master Li should look like. I took myself as no master. Hence, I can block those evil images away from my brain. The reason for this situation is the charging back on my own sins from the same bad behaviors I did to these leaders before. By the same reason, I did not attend US Fa conference in the last 4 years, even though I have US visa. For most of time, I began very lukewarm to follow on Master Li’s updated speeches. The good thing for me is that the tensity between myself and the rest majority became looser and looser. I am more able to jump out of the past awful relationship memories with all others. I am able to give more space for myself, rather than keep thinking about others. However, the bad part is I do not know the seriousness on disobedient upon Master Li, because I do not know that there will be punishment following after this disobedience. Now I know the reason for the jumping out of more and more laughing, misleading and hashing words from American practitioners. This is the allowance by Father God. The good part is after receiving so many cursing words from similar people as me, I can release many of my holdings, and feel more acceptant on aggressive and cursing words, and can build a cold wall between close relationships including my parents. I feel more and more independent and careless from all others.‘ Destroy’here means death of my spirit. Not the flesh body death. 申28:46这些咒诅，必在你和你后裔的身上成为异迹奇事，直到永远。And they shall be upon thee for a sign and for a wonder, and upon thy seed for ever.The cursing on ‘seed’ means on my children from my own Heavenly kingdom.申28:47因为你富有的时候，不欢心乐意地事奉耶和华你的　神，Because thou servedst not the LORD thy God with joyfulness, and with gladness of heart, for the abundance of all things;When I was rich in wealth and spirit, I did not do as God’s wish. Instead, I supported pop music idols, and cursed other practitioners by using my spirit. Then, my disobedience caused God left me away, with no protections and allowance of attacks from the kingdom of darkness.申28:48所以你必在饥饿、干渴、赤露、缺乏之中，事奉耶和华所打发来攻击你的仇敌。他必把铁轭加在你的颈项上，直到将你灭绝。Therefore shalt thou serve thine enemies which the LORD shall send against thee, in hunger, and in thirst, and in nakedness, and in want of all things: and he shall put a yoke of iron upon thy neck, until he have destroyed thee.My enemy is Obama government and most American dafa practitioners who used to support Obama government. One type of against is American dafa practitioners used to be very jealousy on Canadian economy status. They were willing to let Canada fall down in economy by cutting off trade between Canada and USA. Obama government used to block global trade to Canada, and many countries cut off import from Canada which caused Canada built up deficit. However, the reason for American practitioners were so angry on me and supported strongly to Obama government is all controlled in God’s hand. Because God charged me based on my disobedience. From September 2012, I went back to collage for 3 years. During these 3 years, I was merely to do 3 things in daily life. But finally I understood the meaning on “cultivation is different from working on projects”, and I feel comfortable to accept the division between cultivation and working on projects, because I did nothing to 申28:49耶和华要从远方地极带一国的民，如鹰飞来攻击你。这民的言语，你不懂得；The LORD shall bring a nation against thee from far, from the end of the earth, as swift as the eagle flieth; a nation whose tongue thou shalt not understand;申28:50这民的面貌凶恶，不顾恤年老的，也不恩待年少的。A nation of fierce countenance, which shall not regard the person of the old, nor shew favour to the young:申28:51他们必吃你牲畜所下的和你地土所产的，直到你灭亡。你的五谷、新酒和油，以及牛犊、羊羔都不给你留下，直到将你灭绝。And he shall eat the fruit of thy cattle, and the fruit of thy land, until thou be destroyed: which also shall not leave thee either corn, wine, or oil, or the increase of thy kine, or flocks of thy sheep, until he have destroyed thee.申28:52他们必将你困在你各城里，直到你所倚靠高大坚固的城墙都被攻塌。他们必将你困在耶和华你　神所赐你遍地的各城里。And he shall besiege thee in all thy gates, until thy high and fenced walls come down, wherein thou trustedst, throughout all thy land: and he shall besiege thee in all thy gates throughout all thy land, which the LORD thy God hath given thee.Because I received lots of spiritual attacks all in the image of America practitioners, and I did not know how to block this attacks away from me. Hence, I decided to stop my mind on accepting any kind of info from other practitioners. I already did not go to minghui web for many many years, because after 2007, I built an bridge with American practitioners, and from that time they knew me with their own super-normal capability. If I kept watching minghui articles, they can know I was reading this web. Then, days later, they would publish articles to curse me with my own faults. It was very hurt to me at that years. Most of the reason was not because they said wrong or right, it was their attitude and intention was to blame and curse me. Hence, I stopped reading minghui articles for many years. In later days, Chinese dajiyuan, kanzhongguo, did the same thing, wrote articles or found out any articles on website to focusing on my own problem. Their purpose is not to help me finding out my own blinded weakness as“Jesus Love Letters”, hence, their articles were no love, no compassion, no goodness or benefit to me, instead with full of mocking. In the last 4 years, from 2013, I do not attend any US Fa conference any more. Do not participating any local events, fa conference, Friday group study, not even talk to other practitoners any more. I am trying to block myself from any contacts with the group, because there is no benefit or help to me.At the same time, my self-cultivation is still very poor. I merely read <zhuan falun> or doing 5-exercises. Which caused me weaker from those attacks. This article is about how to govern a nation, it is the same idea on your own kingdom in Heaven.http://en.minghui.org/html/articles/2016/7/4/157673.html申28:53你在仇敌围困窘迫之中，必吃你本身所生的，就是耶和华你　神所赐给你的儿女之肉。And thou shalt eat the fruit of thine own body, the flesh of thy sons and of thy daughters, which the LORD thy God hath given thee, in the siege, and in the straitness, wherewith thine enemies shall distress thee:The Lord gave a dream years ago to one his servant: Israel, the Bride is jealousy and hate her children. Then, the next dream is about to eat Chinese food. Because Israel is a Chinese woman. My spirit kept falling to death in the last 2 years. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eo36yqeuol0 This is me in the last 10 year, to keep fighting with American practitioners. I did not know that USA is my nation, but my hate to America and American practitioners is increasing year by year. This is the pay-back on my bad behaviors and disobedience to Master Li. Because I spoke lies to cause the ‘division of the flock’,which cause all other practitioners can not save soul and build Heavenly fruits. Hence, my own nation and people must pay for this sin and to be the lowest one. Because the enemy attacked me year by year, any my own cultivation is very bad on reading <Zhuan Falun>and exercises, so I have no energy to resist the enemy. As well, I have do enegy to clarifying the truth and save people either. Hence, I turned back to persecute my own people. Here my own sons and daughters are children within my Kingdom of Heaven. Because I did nothing work for the Lord, I built no fruits to feed myself and my children. At the end, I began to persecute my own people to make myself survive.Because I kept receiving cursing words from Chinese dajiyuan, American practitioners, I started to speak the same cursing words on my own facebook account. IF you go back and check my timeline posts before August 2016, you can find out my speaking tone is very wicked, scornful, without love, selfish, it is true and I did it on purpose. I know many practitioners are watching my posts everyday and learn from me, hence I can not keep in a weak and easily to be attacked position. 申28:54你们中间柔弱娇嫩的人必恶眼看他弟兄和他怀中的妻，并他余剩的儿女，So that the man that is tender among you, and very delicate, his eye shall be evil toward his brother, and toward the wife of his bosom, and toward the remnant of his children which he shall leave:Here, tender and delicate person is representing my attachment of jealousy. That is why I felt so envy on other practitioners ability, while I do not have any thing to do successfully.申28:55甚至在你受仇敌围困窘迫的城中，他要吃儿女的肉，不肯分一点给他的亲人，因为他一无所剩。So that he will not give to any of them of the flesh of his children whom he shall eat: because he hath nothing left him in the siege, and in the straitness, wherewith thine enemies shall distress thee in all thy gates.申28:56你们中间柔弱娇嫩的妇人，是因娇嫩柔弱不肯把脚踏地的，必恶眼看她怀中的丈夫和她的儿女。The tender and delicate woman among you, which would not adventure to set the sole of her foot upon the ground for delicateness and tenderness, her eye shall be evil toward the husband of her bosom, and toward her son, and toward her daughter,The reason of my problem is my low quality of self-cultivation, including study fa, quitting from own attachments, knowing myself, my weakness, and less work on saving people.Because my own delicateness and tenderness, I did not put my feet on the ground steadily on my cultivation.My husband is the Lord God. But before this year, I did not know who is my real Lord, I thought Master Li is the Creator. Here my evil eye is the attitude of rejection and confront from within my heart, which is toward the Lord God. When Obama persecuted Canada with all other nations together, I felt so sad in heart, but still can not do anything on it. I did not want American practitioners to laugh at me on it, hence, I spoke in a feel, careless tough and care no more on Canada too. Which means I supported Obama government to persecute Canada too.Now, I know the reason. In one of the “Jesus love letter”, the Lord talked about the economy. Because I rejected to go to USA, I did not prepare my coming journey as the Bride, the Lord decided to drop Canadian economy as the warning to me.申28:57她两腿中间出来的婴孩与她所要生的儿女，她因缺乏一切，就要在你受仇敌围困窘迫的城中，将他们暗暗地吃了。And toward her young one that cometh out from between her feet, and toward her children which she shall bear: for she shall eat them for want of all things secretly in the siege and straitness, wherewith thine enemy shall distress thee in thy gates.Before even this year, I did not know the real situation of USA. I thought America is still a very rich nation as all rest of world know. However, after Trump becomes the president, I hear more true situation about American’s economy. It was quite weak and poor in the last 10 years. Now I know it is my own reason that caused my nation falling in all fields. This nation is almost dead. It is the karmic reason and my low-quality cultivation that cause my nation becomes the worst of all. Even myself is willing to let this nation fall-down. 申28:58这书上所写律法的一切话是叫你敬畏耶和华你　神可荣可畏的名。If thou wilt not observe to do all the words of this law that are written in this book, that thou mayest fear this glorious and fearful name, THE LORD THY GOD;The reason that caused all these disasters happen is the disobedience and no-fear of God and Master Li’s words.申28:59你若不谨守遵行，耶和华就必将奇灾，就是至大至长的灾，至重至久的病，加在你和你后裔的身上，Then the LORD will make thy plagues wonderful, and the plagues of thy seed, even great plagues, and of long continuance, and sore sicknesses, and of long continuance.My seed is other nation globally.申28:60也必使你所惧怕埃及人的病都临到你，贴在你身上。Moreover he will bring upon thee all the diseases of Egypt, which thou wast afraid of; and they shall cleave unto thee.申28:61又必将没有写在这律法书上的各样疾病、灾殃降在你身上，直到你灭亡。Also every sickness, and every plague, which is not written in the book of this law, them will the LORD bring upon thee, until thou be destroyed.‘Destroy’means the death of Heavenly kingdom.申28:62你们先前虽然像天上的星那样多，却因不听从耶和华你　神的话，所剩的人数就稀少了。And ye shall be left few in number, whereas ye were as the stars of heaven for multitude; because thou wouldest not obey the voice of the LORD thy God.When the persecution fall upon my Heavenly kingdom, my own children become less in population.申28:63先前耶和华怎样喜悦善待你们，使你们众多，也要照样喜悦毁灭你们，使你们灭亡，并且你们从所要进去得的地上必被拔除。And it shall come to pass, that as the LORD rejoiced over you to do you good, and to multiply you; so the LORD will rejoice over you to destroy you, and to bring you to nought; and ye shall be plucked from off the land whither thou goest to possess it.The Lord God takes control on everything. His law is very strict, that everyone must keep the obedience. 申28:64耶和华必使你们分散在万民中，从地这边到地那边，你必在那里事奉你和你列祖素不认识木头石头的　神。And the LORD shall scatter thee among all people, from the one end of the earth even unto the other; and there thou shalt serve other gods, which neither thou nor thy fathers have known, even wood and stone.There are many catholic believers belong to me, from my own world in Heaven. Now, they become the same Idolatry as me to worship the fake image of Virgin Mary, who is controlled by the Kingdom of Darkness with many miracles. In history, Europe land is the place for that 10 tribes of Kingdom of Israel people scattered and worshipped idols made by wood and stone.申28:65在那些国中，你必不得安逸，也不得落脚之地，耶和华却使你在那里心中跳动，眼目失明，精　神消耗。And among these nations shalt thou find no ease, neither shall the sole of thy foot have rest: but the LORD shall give thee there a trembling heart, and failing of eyes, and sorrow of mind:Israel jews were persecuted hardly though history.申28:66你的性命必悬悬无定，你昼夜恐惧，自料性命难保。And thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt fear day and night, and shalt have none assurance of thy life:申28:67你因心里所恐惧的，眼中所看见的，早晨必说：‘巴不得到晚上才好！’晚上必说：‘巴不得到早晨才好！’In the morning thou shalt say, Would God it were even! and at even thou shalt say, Would God it were morning! for the fear of thine heart wherewith thou shalt fear, and for the sight of thine eyes which thou shalt see.申28:68耶和华必使你坐船回埃及去，走我曾告诉你不得再见的路，在那里你必卖己身与仇敌作奴婢，却无人买。”And the LORD shall bring thee into Egypt again with ships, by the way whereof I spake unto thee, Thou shalt see it no more again: and there ye shall be sold unto your enemies for bondmen and bondwomen, and no man shall buy you.My nation USA will be destroyed in many ways, including the land-fall on all the borders. In future, when I go to USA from Canada, I should take ship from Toronto to New York State, because many land in New York state will fall under water and become sea. Here is a very good article about the knowledge on Karmic. 因果报应 http://en.minghui.org/html/articles/2016/4/27/156444.htmlhttp://en.minghui.org/html/articles/2016/4/29/156469.htmlhttp://en.minghui.org/html/articles/2016/5/2/156500.html